my quote of the day: nv commit urself too much to one side, or the other side will become high, jus like a seesaw. jus like me, i commit too much non-academically and now i have to attend remedials EVERY OTHER DAY. monday-math, tuesday-chemistry, wednesday-band, thursday-econs, friday-gp. =(

ok enuff bout me. jus to cut some boring talk over here. anyone noticed dat cheexuan has been rather down lately. or mayb not dat down, jus dat she's not dat high anymore. stress from studies? guys? or wad. lol. cheexuan if u see this, know dat band dudes are concerned bout u k? lol.

uhh another interesting fact. todae there was this new eupho dude dat the commonwealth gang brought along wif em. thn he like keep asking isit dat im not coming for band practices tmr and isit i always dun come for practices. ok la i dun blame him for his ignorance cos afta all its spreaded by word of mouth. no one noes the truth. but humans tend to b like this, commenting bout someone else even before he noes dat person. but its rather insulting tho, since ive given my all to band for the past 1 yr or so. sucked at studies and improved a GREAT deal at eupho playing music making. tried to come up wif new ideas to liven up band practices, tried so hard to improve attendance although to no avail only up till now. but the attitude and effort stil cant b seen. mocked by teachers and frens for sucking at studies so badly, reprimanded too many a time by family, many more. or isit dat altho ive given my best, dats all i can do which appears slack? or jus dat my efforts dun reflect upon the band, jus individually. i still feel upset about it wheneva i tink bout the impression of me in some others is slack, caused the downfall of band(mite b true tho). come on ppl, its ur turn to motivate and encourage me already.

we all noe syf standard this yr is tough, high, sky high and wadsoever. like i tink the number of golds for secondary schools can b counted wif jus 2 hands. work hard ok??!! this entry is jus a comment from me, not anything else. so dun read if u dun wan tho. but anyway uve already read the whole of this entry, too late for any regrets. ^^

-zaewe